Hearing about the shootings at NZ mosques, and the spreading of the horrific footage shocked me numb this morning. In combination with this, the huge news of scandals in the korean entertainment industry with idols/celebrities/businessmen being exposed for disgusting behaviours such as rape/assault, and much more. The youth climate strike also happened today, keep seeing the march on social media, demanding change towards saving our planet. I keep thinking about those concentration camps in china as well.
the world is a horrific, cruel place and I don't have the words right now, my brain feels numb because it all feels so surreal. humans are the most inhumane in existence. things like this will never end. I feel like a child, with no bearings.
humans are the most inhumane,
everything is so horrible especially recently it feels surreal
I honestly don't know what to feel, I feel like I am grieving, but it is numb
it is funny because I am crying but I dont, dont really know why
it feels like there is no hope on this earth anymore
it is so strange, going on social media and seeing trivial posts... I feel I am stuck in between, there are so many issues that I don't want to know about because they are so horrible, does that make me selfish? I feel uneducated about major and minor things, but I don't feel I could ever do anything to make it better. I can't change anything, at least not in this lifetime. what's the point in living in this cruel world? I feel like I am wading through this sea of inhumanity, ironically surrounded by humans. I am probably being disgusting and ignorant right now. this is the lowest of the low. I AM grieving. humanity is lost.
the world is a horrific, cruel place and I don't have the words right now, my brain feels numb because it all feels so surreal. humans are the most inhumane in existence. things like this will never end. I feel like a child, with no bearings.
humans are the most inhumane,
everything is so horrible especially recently it feels surreal
I honestly don't know what to feel, I feel like I am grieving, but it is numb
it is funny because I am crying but I dont, dont really know why
it feels like there is no hope on this earth anymore
it is so strange, going on social media and seeing trivial posts... I feel I am stuck in between, there are so many issues that I don't want to know about because they are so horrible, does that make me selfish? I feel uneducated about major and minor things, but I don't feel I could ever do anything to make it better. I can't change anything, at least not in this lifetime. what's the point in living in this cruel world? I feel like I am wading through this sea of inhumanity, ironically surrounded by humans. I am probably being disgusting and ignorant right now. this is the lowest of the low. I AM grieving. humanity is lost.
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