completely ruining the first painting out of frustration & indecisiveness

I completely ruined the first painting that I was so excited about today cause I couldn't pick colours and was getting frustrated and started painting random colours and muddying up everything. I think I need to leave it a few days. It pains me to know that it is sitting there rotting in the studio in this state, but I have no choice. There's just too many colours and at the same time, not enough !!!!! i'm embarrassed this exists.











my many failures at choosing possible colours..